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Written on: Tuesday, August 25, 2009 | Time: 6:47 AM
y is it dat everytym i love sum1 he will slowly fade away?y is it dat everytym i wana haf a gd ending it will make me fall flat on my face? y is it all happening 2 me? is it coz ive cost so much pain in 2 others b4 n now its my turn 2 feel all their pains and sorrows? its my fault 4 leting dem into my lyf n leave dem coz ive no more feelings 4 dem? we plan it n all we cn do is hope 4 d best n dat its d ryt 1 4 us ryt? is it true? ive bin loving him wit all my heart.his d 1 i gave 110% in our r'ship n all i gt is fight n quarrels...hu lyk all dis stuffs aniway... i jus miss d honeymoon period we had..it lasted 4 a whole 3mnts n it all went down the drain wen we had our 1st eva fight...it didnt stop coming till now... frm the 1st fight till now i haf bin so confused....i noe dat i gav him all bt didnt he c it? he oni c my wrong doins(which i dun c it dat way).... neva once he hugged/kissed w/out me asking....i nid 2 "bie nk hug" or "bie nk kiss"... i feel so useless ryt now...i jus feel wadeva i did was no gd 4 him...wadeva i did is hurtful 2 him... e.g wen i gav him a gift,his reaction was thnx u....exagerate uh...lyk kiss me or hug me or wadeva uh...show dat u reli love it or wadeva... jus a thnx u wit a monotone dun reli show how grateful u r 2wards me... is my love 2 much 4 u 2 handle or is it still 2 little? ive gt so many questions in my head...i nid the answers... im goin crazy... ive even come out names 4 our kids... trying 2 mix our names 2gdr...ive even trying 2 find a suitable cool dates 4 our wedding...c how crazy i am 4 dis r'ship...ive neva did dis 2 my ex's...n y am i doin it now? cant u c how special u r 2 me... n all u c is d stupid small mistakes which end up in a huge big fight... i neva wana b wit my ex's nor wud i even tink of getting bck 2gdr wit either 1 of dem... once i gave a big huge slimmy spit, neva wud i lick dem bck... pls... i loved u soo damn much... n wana live d rest of my life wit u...cant imagine my lyf w/out u... i jus wana stop all d arguments n settle our differences peacefully.. u dun lyk it, we tok at it...i dun lyk it we tok abt it...no more "capital letters-valgarity" included... n messages r a hard way of communicating wen we're fighting...its hard 2 tell whether ur being nice or funny or sarcastic or mad or whateva...i wana do it face 2 face...dats wen u cn c whether a person is telling the truth or jus faking the whole ting.... i haf so many mixed feelings in me dat i feel lyk boxing sumbody...im done here...d fight is still on..haizssssssssss update later............ |
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HEI LOVE.... BASICALLY MY NAME IS SURIA...I AM A DOWN-TO-EARTH BABE HU LOVES D OUTDOORS...IM A VERY HAPPY-GO-LUCKY GAL..JUS DUN LET ME DOWN...COZ U WONT LIKE ME WEN IM ANGRY..SERIOUSLY...SOOO CHEERS!!! :) PEOPLE I NEED IN MY LYF my family  my darling Ein   my fwenz   |
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