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Written on: Saturday, September 26, 2009 | Time: 1:03 AM
i am super angry n super upset at d same tym...y is it dat everythg i touch or do wudnt turn into gold animore...its turning into rock..so dull n upsetting..i did 1 silly mistake n "BOMB!!" a huge fight accure.. OMG!! im so f*#ked up dat i wana jus "KABOOOOOOM!!" disappper...i dun noe wad 2 do or sae animore...ive run out of words 2 sae..im jus gona go wit d flow..wadeva happens, hapens....if being a dummy still gets me into trouble, den jus k*#l me..im done wit it...wash hand... Written on: Thursday, August 27, 2009 | Time: 1:41 PM
okie dockie....everythg da settle...i hapie he hapie...sume happie... :D we haf alot of misunderstandings cos u noe y????? cos both of us r d 1st born child in our family.... so meaning, we r both hot headed,kpale batu,degil nauzubillah nye degil,tings must go our own way... so wen dis 2 ppl come 2gdr, meletup lah *BOMB!!!* n ppl oso sae, wen dis 2 come 2gdr,dey can dominate d world... wahahahaha *evil laugh* cey mcm paham lah kn...dunnnoe if its true lah kn... bt well both of us lurve each other, i lurvve him 2 d core...oni GOD noes how much i luurve him.. :D werk, werk, werk..... im so damn sick n tired of dis job..OMG!! im goin crazy lah sey... 11 long hrs in a shop by myself...wth!! haizsss...im waetg 4 a new job... ive sent out resumes, apply 4 new jobs...now jus waetg 4 de moment 4 either 1 of dem 2 kol...hmpf...i jus hate doin sales jobs...its tiring,boring n lame...i wud rather b the customer buying d stuffs.. :D alamak my perut makin noises uh.. haiszzss its nt even 2 yet.. sabar jek lah kn 4 my mum 2 kol n sae "GAL DA BUKE!!!" wahahaha okie dockie den... cheers!! Written on: Tuesday, August 25, 2009 | Time: 6:47 AM
y is it dat everytym i love sum1 he will slowly fade away?y is it dat everytym i wana haf a gd ending it will make me fall flat on my face? y is it all happening 2 me? is it coz ive cost so much pain in 2 others b4 n now its my turn 2 feel all their pains and sorrows? its my fault 4 leting dem into my lyf n leave dem coz ive no more feelings 4 dem? we plan it n all we cn do is hope 4 d best n dat its d ryt 1 4 us ryt? is it true? ive bin loving him wit all my heart.his d 1 i gave 110% in our r'ship n all i gt is fight n quarrels...hu lyk all dis stuffs aniway... i jus miss d honeymoon period we had..it lasted 4 a whole 3mnts n it all went down the drain wen we had our 1st eva fight...it didnt stop coming till now... frm the 1st fight till now i haf bin so confused....i noe dat i gav him all bt didnt he c it? he oni c my wrong doins(which i dun c it dat way).... neva once he hugged/kissed w/out me asking....i nid 2 "bie nk hug" or "bie nk kiss"... i feel so useless ryt now...i jus feel wadeva i did was no gd 4 him...wadeva i did is hurtful 2 him... e.g wen i gav him a gift,his reaction was thnx u....exagerate uh...lyk kiss me or hug me or wadeva uh...show dat u reli love it or wadeva... jus a thnx u wit a monotone dun reli show how grateful u r 2wards me... is my love 2 much 4 u 2 handle or is it still 2 little? ive gt so many questions in my head...i nid the answers... im goin crazy... ive even come out names 4 our kids... trying 2 mix our names 2gdr...ive even trying 2 find a suitable cool dates 4 our wedding...c how crazy i am 4 dis r'ship...ive neva did dis 2 my ex's...n y am i doin it now? cant u c how special u r 2 me... n all u c is d stupid small mistakes which end up in a huge big fight... i neva wana b wit my ex's nor wud i even tink of getting bck 2gdr wit either 1 of dem... once i gave a big huge slimmy spit, neva wud i lick dem bck... pls... i loved u soo damn much... n wana live d rest of my life wit u...cant imagine my lyf w/out u... i jus wana stop all d arguments n settle our differences peacefully.. u dun lyk it, we tok at it...i dun lyk it we tok abt it...no more "capital letters-valgarity" included... n messages r a hard way of communicating wen we're fighting...its hard 2 tell whether ur being nice or funny or sarcastic or mad or whateva...i wana do it face 2 face...dats wen u cn c whether a person is telling the truth or jus faking the whole ting.... i haf so many mixed feelings in me dat i feel lyk boxing sumbody...im done here...d fight is still on..haizssssssssss update later............ opppsie hehehe
Written on: Wednesday, June 24, 2009 | Time: 2:51 PM
sowie ppl...haf nt bin updating my blog...heheh bin bz...no tym uh 2 update...heheh okok...i tell u wads wit my lyf currently k... now im werking FULL TYM @ d new shopping mall in bugis, ILUMA...d name of my shop is NEW REPUBLIC..we sell mens clothes..so ALL MY GUY FWENZ PLZ CUM DOWN N HELP ME BUY ALL DIS STUFF...I WAN COMMISSION..hehehe okok as 4 my love lyf wit my darling hubie EIN... we r doing fine...still goin strong...altho we sumtym fyt, we still love each other u noe...i dun tink i cn live my lyf w/out im lor...serious.. :) as 4 at hm... hmmm my dad is renovating our kitchen..so its in a mess now...he oreadi took out all our cabinet n now still figuring out how 2 make a new n improve cabinet in our kitchen...heheh cnt waet 4 him 2 finish it up coz my whole hs is affected by it...its in a mess ppl!!! so dun try 2 cum visit me ok...thnx alot... :) summore wad 2 type ehk.. oh ya...i miss all my fwens...hmmmm haf nt sin all of dem..feel lyk ages sey...haizssss i wan 2 it all...coz ive just lost a fwen..altho we were nt dat close...bt still his a fwen of mine...his bin my klaz mate since sec 1..n now he is gone 2 a beta place, heaven...may he rest in peace...love u KEN LLYOD... :) sibling madness....
Written on: Sunday, April 12, 2009 | Time: 8:57 PM
    wad do u gt bf,ein plus siblings???? mad fun tym... wahahah we went outz 2 haf fun...watched a movie at leisure park...confessions of a shopaholic....it was a predictable movie... den we went 2 eat @ WC..n went 2 play sum bowling fun...wahahah i beat all of dem in d 1st round, 103 pnts...2nd game was lousy...gt in 2nd place wit a point of 60 or 70 plus...bt still beat darling at it tho...wahahah sowie darling... bluek... :P HAPPY,tired,sad, CoNfUsEd
Written on: Monday, April 6, 2009 | Time: 8:29 PM
firstly i am happy dat i gt 2 experienced 2 b a coach at a primary school camp, CHIJ... d gals r all rowdy n 2 tokativ...dey ask 2 many QS....HAIZSSSS wad 2 do, dey r aft all in pri.4...i was super duper shagged aft d camp....i 4gt abt my poly results which falls on d dae d camp end...most of my fwenz msg me,happily sayg dat dey gt in...i was anxious 2 find out abt it...so i checked it using my hp...n guess wad!!!! I DIDNT GET IN.... upsetting 4 me...bt its ok...my whole lyf has bin dat way.. "N" LEVEL did it twice "O" LEVEL oni gt 4 o's n now H.NITEC gpa of oni 2.7... kwang3x... its ok...im trying 2 figure out,till now, wad 2 do wit my lyf.. bt 4 now will b werking at guardian n a camp instructor... till den...update u soon...chiao MONDAY BLUES
Written on: Monday, March 23, 2009 | Time: 2:45 PM
ok i gt e monday blues... superbly boring @ hm... cnt go out coz i jus cnt..its dis family culture...ones ur out yesterday, u cnt go out again d next dae coz u gotta stay @ hm... n do wad u say??? i aint gt no clue???? eventho ive done my chores dey still wnt let u out...y u say again?? i aint gt a clue...haizssssss darling goin outz wit GOODANX 2 sing their hearts out @ KTV n im @ hm dooin nutg bt stare into blank space...dey |
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HEI LOVE.... BASICALLY MY NAME IS SURIA...I AM A DOWN-TO-EARTH BABE HU LOVES D OUTDOORS...IM A VERY HAPPY-GO-LUCKY GAL..JUS DUN LET ME DOWN...COZ U WONT LIKE ME WEN IM ANGRY..SERIOUSLY...SOOO CHEERS!!! :) PEOPLE I NEED IN MY LYF my family  my darling Ein   my fwenz   |
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